January 2010
40 posts
Happen-en in 2010!
So 2009…. Oooh, so much to say about 2009. Like all years, this ride this year was a bumpy one. Lots of ups, lots of downs, lots of moments that made my heart skip a beat, lots of moments where fear got down to my shell, lots of moments that made me want to cry, lots of moments that made me thankful for just being alive.
To be honest, the ultimate highlight of my year was him. Because...
December 2009
33 posts
INSOMNIAAAAA! RAAAAARARAAARAARA!!
5:06 am. I took a nap earlier and now I’m screwed. Woooohooooo!
I wanna go shopping in downtown LA again. I wanna paint my nails all pretty and crazy. I wanna dye Angelica’s hair. I wanna go bowling at night. I wanna go drive all over California North America. I wanna go to Disneyland. I wanna sing my heart out in front of thousands of people. I wanna dance until my feet give out. I...
Closure? I hope so.
You’ll always be my...
"I don't want to survive. I wanna live."
Ahhh, this day was much needed.
I shopped all over and bought shit that I didn’t need. (Rodante cardigan? At Target? LOVELOVELOVE! :DD) I walked around just enjoying my surroundings, listening to my music, looking around. I sat at Starbucks for about an hour reading MLIA and laughing to myself. I went to Monroy’s and watched Wall-e with him and his little sister, Valerie. Then I came...
I almost forgot your voice. It scared the hell out...
“And in the light I saw everything. And oh God, we were birds.”
– We Were Birds by towers
ALICE IS DEAD →
It shouldn't be like this.
Why do I feel so…empty? And on Christmas?
Lets rewind now, shall we?
“You never know. It’s just. It’s like. POOF. And you’re gone.”
– Looking for Alaska by John Green
Chuck Palahniuk
Av: What book do you want!? I'll buy you a book.
Me: Umm...Choke by Chuck Palahniuk
Av: K, you know that author is gay?
Me: Really? Whoa. Well, I can understand that. One of my favorite books I read by him is about trannies.
Av: Nice, ya, dudes a total fag.
We're screwed! :)
sabino:
So, two years ago it was cow’s year and we had mad cows. We had avian flu during the year of the chicken and swine flu on pigs year.
2012 is the year of the dragon. Fuck.
SO I WOULD JUST LIKE THE WORLD TO KNOW...
THAT IT SUCKS.
Buuuut, not completely. My printer finally works! And Kinko’s FedEx are assholes! And I’m really tired and still have to study for finals!
FUCK MY LIFE! :D
But at least my printer works. That’s all that matters. (:
Confusion!
I don’t know what to think anymore. Things don’t make sense. Let’s just all go live in a bubble….I would like that.
I told you so.
Av: So I finally watched Twilight.
Me: Really? How'd you like it?
Av: It was incredibly awkward...
Me: Right?!?!
I love my brother. (:
Well if you think I'm being harsh, well baby, keep...
You little hypocrite. Shut up and stop setting up these questions that you want me to ask. I’m not falling into your pathetic little trap. Ohhh no, you’ve fallen into mine.
Oh, and you won’t get my vote, sweetie. :)
Colton Ku, I wish I was as cool as youuu.
Me: I'm dropping off the cards now btw, haha
Colton: Ohhh I'm not hooome yet lol I'm at chipotle
Me: Okay, haha. I'll leave them on your porch then (:
Colton: Thank you sooooo much
Me: Okay, i left them by the shoes outside, haha. Hopefully nothing will happen to them!
Colton: Shoes? Ahaha whaat ok :) thaaank you
Me: Idk! There was a pair of tennis shoes, so the should be there, lol. And don't mention itt (:
Colton: Ohhh my god it comes with candy!!!! Ahahah you really are amazing Aileen! :)
I don't know why I found the last line so entertaining, but it made me smile REALLY big. Colton Ku, I laaav youuuu. : )
“If I ever saw a ghost it’d change the way I think. I wouldn’t gasp...”
– MGMT
WHAT IS THIS.
I don’t even have the time to cry. I’m panicking and I’m wasting precious time. Make it stopppppp.